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:iconcarodemi:Carodemi posted a status
I'm slowly realizing how alone I am irl and it's slowly breaking me
These voices ain't helping either

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:iconmdchan:
mdchan Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2017  Hobbyist Artist
:hug:

The internet is the only place I can talk to my friends, so I know how you feel on that.  You're definitely not alone! 
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:iconcarodemi:
Carodemi Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thank you :hug:
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:iconthemoonmoonofficer:
TheMoonMoonOfficer Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Same here my friend. I know that feeling. I have hardly any friends in real life. My two only good friends both live far away so I only see them like 2 times a year. Here where I life I have noone except my sister who visits me sometimes but she´ll move away this weekend and so I will see her way more infrequent. 
But what I want to say is that if you ever like to talk you can send me a note anytime :) Life is fucked up but I think there will be better times someday. We are young so there is plenty of time left for better days :D Hope this doesn´t sound like a cheesy motivational speech, I´m a bloody pessimist myself, so I´m not so good in cheering people up xD
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:iconcarodemi:
Carodemi Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Yeah yeah i get you man, all my close friends live far away, and my cousin's gonna be going to uni so i went see them as often as i do, and it's just over whelming. 
Like i wanna go out and do shit but they're all too faraway so im just stuck in my room all day it's so life draining.
I mean at least i got you guys so thats an upside,
and same with you man, shoot me a note if you feel down.
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:iconthemoonmoonofficer:
TheMoonMoonOfficer Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
Then we are in similar situations. I only leave my flat when I´m going to buy groceries or have to go to work. I have no motivation to go outside by myself. It´s fucking depressing. I feel you. Sometimes I don´t want to get out my bed because the days are so meaningless and lonely. Same, it´s good to have some friends here on DA to talk to.
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:iconcarodemi:
Carodemi Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Exactly.
And what i hate the most is that i'm surrounded by people at school but i feel so lonely,
like in my drama class i don't really talk to anyone because they're all so loud,
i usually just keep to myself, try and get on with the work but idk man. 
I'm exactly the same, usually just on my bed, drawing wasteing my time.
People always told me that "Your teen years will be the happiest time of your life!!!!"
but they're not it's so stressful, like, why does 15 year old me decided what courses i can do??
jobs i can get it?  
It's all so freakin pointless why do we work in this system if you dont get this grade you're stupid, if you get this you're smart, why is my intelligence marked by a paper with a number on it yaknow? 
They expect us to function completely fine, and work like robots. 
I hate school i hate how everything's structured, i just wanna do go my own thing. 
 
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:iconthemoonmoonofficer:
TheMoonMoonOfficer Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2017  Hobbyist Traditional Artist
I´ve sent ya a note :)
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:iconcarodemi:
Carodemi Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
got ya :D
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:iconghostingundercover:
GhostingUndercover Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2017  Student General Artist
don't listen to the voices. they don't know anything, and are there just to drag you down
you can get through this, you've been in rough patches before. 
i have never been through what you're experiencing right now, but i'm here for you
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:iconcarodemi:
Carodemi Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
They felt so strong they kept telling me not to tell anyone it felt so real man
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:iconghostingundercover:
GhostingUndercover Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2017  Student General Artist
You the man
You can get through it
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:iconcarodemi:
Carodemi Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
thanks dude 
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:icon1gin-okami:
1Gin-Okami Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
Aww, I want ro be thwrw, so ur not alone.
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:iconcarodemi:
Carodemi Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2017  Hobbyist Digital Artist
Thanks man
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:icon1gin-okami:
1Gin-Okami Featured By Owner Oct 12, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
No problem :)
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1Gin-Okami Featured By Owner Oct 11, 2017  Hobbyist General Artist
There*
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